Loudest Silence

In the deepest recesses of your mind, some uncontrollable thoughts keep on resurfacing

May it be your past, your inner desires, your secret sins, your greatest dream

Some more tangible than the others

Some more stressing than the rest

It calls for you

And every time you close your eyes

These shadows grip your gut

It claws your thoughts, wanting to be unleashed

In the middle of your sleepless night

It churns your stomach, flipping it over

and over, again and again
Wanting to be free
But you never can tell
Where one begins and the other ends
These dilemma bring chaos to your mind
Slowly eating your whole essence alive
Until you can't take it anymore
Some people were pushed in the corner of the line
No where to go, no one to talk with
Sometimes yes, prayer is the ultimate weapon
Or a friend to talk with
Or simply write them 
It sometimes ease your burden

You're never alone.